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Name: vivian
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 2/28/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: from the beginning of time.. i recount..
karate, piano, reading, tennis, swimming, soccer, art, viet school, biking, aikido, violin, taekwando..
what's left of it?
reading, art, viet school, biking, taekwando
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  po0he4d
Member Since:
6/27/2003
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| I WANT SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you.
i've updated more pictures on my web, and i've also started making a
back up for all my precious web stuff, just in case something happens.
except it's weird that i can't access anything that i put on the cds on
my labtop. although when i insert it into another computer, the info
shows up.. oh well.. i'll put them in and try again tomorrow.. unless
these cds are truly rewritable.. and can keep on rewriting themselves,
that would be wierd.. right? or am i just totally clueless like i
usually am? i'm not looking forward to tomorrow, sunday. but i am
looking forward to monday afterschool. and everyday afterschool and
saturday mornings, because those are the times that bring me up. 
like what quang said when he couldn't come to tkd anymore:
|t|k|d| my anti drug
haha..
it's also everything bad that includes insanity, bad thoughts, feelings
of self un-worthiness, and really horrible things that one might do to
oneself in times of hopelessness... let's just hope that i don't burn
out this activity, and quit. just like everything else that i happened
to do which made me happy for a time. things eventually lose their
potential to keep me happy, and i have to quit, because it begins to
bring me down. cross my fingers that this one will keep.
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| hiiiiiiiiiiii
ummm.. well.. i'm dying in school.. i'm falling asleep.. it's a
struggle, but i'm learning to deal with it.. just keep faith and stay
strong. i have only one thing to look forward to, and it's doing a
pretty damn good job of keeping me afloat on my feet.
may the force be with all of you. as well as peace to sleep well
tonight even though you know turmoil is on its way witih all the
quizzes and tests that come with the new day. do not go insane, for
then, i will have no one in my life to lean on.
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| hey umm.. yeah...
i'm bs-ing homework right now.. it's 11:37 pm.. my dad's gonna come bust me any minute now. so this is gonna be quick.
i got 1st in patterns. it was super easy and now worry ado about it at
all. pretty good choice for me and ryan to opt out of sparing, because
it was bloody unjust and some pretty mean sparring somewhat. cuz i had
to leave early i didn't get to see the girls.. but the guy's was bloody
mean and agressive. hardly any kicks, jsut a whole bunch of face
punching. all around the head and that stuff. mr. lin and lenny had
their face all red after just one match, and mr. lin came back with a
really bruised up noise. jane had her head gear grabbed as well as her
foot, but she got over it, and was able to get 1st in sparring too. she
did well, and she got punched alot in the face and eye too. mean
people. not much technique from alot of the people. just throwing
punches all around. only a few, and all the people from our school were
using techniques, and doing kicks. yeah, so.. standings.
patterns: mr. lin- second, jane- first, me- first, lenny-first, ryan-
second (after lenny), pamela- second, kevin ( pamela's son)-second,
pamela's daughter- second.
sparring: mr. lin-first, jane- first, pamela- honorary third.. no idea about pamela's kids.
so we did well. kicked butt in patterns.  and in sparring even though it was pretty agressive.
right.. so now other news. ong ngoai, my mom's dad, passed away on
august 30. we recieved a call from my mom who rushed out to vietnam
with fake papers and an emergency visa among other things. she made it
in time i guess, to spend a day with her dad before he passed. the time
the call was recieved was almost right after i got back from tkd, 8:57
pm. she'll be staying in vietnam for about two months to help tie up
some loose knots.
umm.. back to happy news. tkd is proving a great way to release some
frustration directed torward school and other stuff. and it's just nice
to stretch out sometimes. we did some serious stretching today in the
senior grade adult class from 8 to 9. after the previous class for all
adults 7 to 8. oh yeah.. legs alllllll teh way up almost touching the
wall in standing position. super niccce. love escaping to tkd. it's
just a great place to go and hang out in silence. there's no where else
to be, cause i just can't climb out onto something and just stare at
the sky anymore.. wait.. i could go to regnart, and climb up on the
monkeky bars.. hmm.. not a bad idea.. i should go try it..
aight.. ok.. welll.. back to homework now i guess. enough putting it
off for long. i got my driver's permit yesterday. which is super cool.
so i can start driving soon! yayyyyyyyyy!
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| yayyyyyyyyyy! school starts in 4 days! whoop dee doo! can't wait to get
back to stress-filled nights, 4 hour sleeps, the tests, quizzes,
homeworks and projects! wheeeeeeeee!!
-cut-
right, it's all actually horror-filled, and mr. lin said something
about us being happy with school starting again? i don't think so
mister... haha.. yeah, mr. lin said that today, as me, lenny, ahmit,
and ryan were getting ready to leave tkd.. we all left at the same
time, lenny and ryan going into cars, me and ahmit heading off in
opposite directions on bike. life is great right now, with tkd and
stuff, even though i'm bored all morning..
aight.. well.. no work done on my collage, all though i got the glue. i
got a tkd competition on the 28, patterns though. no sparring. 
which means happiness for me, although victoria says i should do it.
but.. i'm scared.  plus, i don't have the proper foot wear.
haha.. yeah..
see you all in school on the 23.
let the horror begin.
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| summer.. not much happening that i would have liked to. had so much high hopes for this summer, but not much really.
am taking the photoshop 7 class at d.a., and i need to finish it in a
week and a half for total time, not bad timing.. really.. sort of.. but
it's ok.. reason being, the book didn't come in, until recently..
like.. last week on teusday. and then the folders we had to special
order from the d.a. book store since they were out of stock, got them
last wednesday.. but all is good. only need to "make" one more
assignment. turn in the 6 assignments, take one more quiz, and then the
production exam.
got the intro to chem class going on at elite academy. mr. hambleton
presiding, and it's a class of 6 all asian girls. we're so racist...
the 07 officers, all girls, all asian.. sigh.. we taking over, and one
day, the world.  good thing is that this place moved to right
upstairs over a tkd place, which is where i go now. it's down on s. de
anza blvd. much cooler than the last place that i went to. quang is
there, and more ppl keep joining. made new friends in such a short time
too.. wahhh.. even though i really don't know them.. just names only,
and on what we base there at tkd. some a bit surprised that i'm a
sophmore.. do i REALLY look that young? well.. i suppose that's a good
thing then.. heh.. ._."
was gonna do swimming, but looks like not. oh well.. don't need more tan lines than what i got from just swimming at school.
main mode of transportation this summer: bike. 8 miles every monday, 4
miles on tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and friday. ehh.. with me
carrying my backpack, books, clothes, and sparring eq. see mom? i'm
staying fit! jeesh.. no need to worry about me.. besides, kevin is
officially a really scary driver now.. haha.. as if i need to say more.
leaving to irvine this saturday, and then down to sb to drop kevin off
for his freshman summer start program. gonna miss him, if not alot,
then maybe, just a little. i need to finish that collage of him..
sigh.. i'm such a bugger.. gotta go get some matt matey or whatever
that glue is called.. this sucks..
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